Everything has been going smooth since started working, colleagues and environment seem not bad.
Just... Feeling depressed after something happened this weekend, I got summon of parking beside the road outside the condo I stay. Feeling unsecured to stay alone. I hate the feeling of being alone, frens are around but not "ready" to be aside you anytime. Everyone is busy, has their own businesses. KL isn't big, but to meet up someone just a few km from you isn't easy at all.
Booked flight ticket to go home this end of April, alone. Although we have promised that he would accompany me home whenever possible, I now totally understand the meaning of "reality". There were promises, but when we come to reality, there is no excuse. Blame no one.
Being emo as I feel the reality. Life starts going on as routine but how I wish we could make some days special, instead of loosing the passion in something you did care so much before...
I believe in, life isn't a process to follow, but to CrEaTe.. Do you?
Monday, March 22, 2010
Friday, March 5, 2010
New Life
Hooooh~
I'm now in my very brand new life in PJ, Selangor. Working as a Financial Analyst in IBM.
It's juz the first week of my working life. Nothing much to mention about my job, coz i haven't got anything to do. I end up sitting the whole day reading some common documents as the whole department is busy during this closing period.
If I was asked about my feeling of joining the company and my team, I should say I'm lucky so far. It is the environment that I've been looking for, diversified and demanding work, bring good culture, while people are quite friendly. These make me happy and excited to get into my job role.
At the same time, it means a life that I really start by myself, apart from my beloved family. Feeling strange, seems like I'm gonna be apart with my family from now on. I'm a seriously homesick person indeed. Anyway, I will work towards my goal! And also, I will be home anytime when possible!
Miss ya~ My dear family.. and frens~
I'm now in my very brand new life in PJ, Selangor. Working as a Financial Analyst in IBM.
It's juz the first week of my working life. Nothing much to mention about my job, coz i haven't got anything to do. I end up sitting the whole day reading some common documents as the whole department is busy during this closing period.
If I was asked about my feeling of joining the company and my team, I should say I'm lucky so far. It is the environment that I've been looking for, diversified and demanding work, bring good culture, while people are quite friendly. These make me happy and excited to get into my job role.
At the same time, it means a life that I really start by myself, apart from my beloved family. Feeling strange, seems like I'm gonna be apart with my family from now on. I'm a seriously homesick person indeed. Anyway, I will work towards my goal! And also, I will be home anytime when possible!
Miss ya~ My dear family.. and frens~
Friday, February 5, 2010
Have been attending interviewss...
It was a stressful and tiring process. It wasn't only preparation for the interview itself, but also finding the route, travelling around to the interview venue... Anyway, I believe every interview enhances my ability to handle those kind of situation. I learned not to be "too" nervous tho.
At the same time, I did ask myself which will be my first choice. It turns out with so much curiosity, again. What I could see now are just the physical conditions such as salary and the company's reputation. I would like a work which gives me a great opportunity to develop yet I'm not fully confident, as it seems so fresh for me. I'm keen to begin my career indeed. Hopefully going through all the difficulties and then towards success.
CNY is coming~ After all, I will welcome new page of my life, gratefully =)
It was a stressful and tiring process. It wasn't only preparation for the interview itself, but also finding the route, travelling around to the interview venue... Anyway, I believe every interview enhances my ability to handle those kind of situation. I learned not to be "too" nervous tho.
At the same time, I did ask myself which will be my first choice. It turns out with so much curiosity, again. What I could see now are just the physical conditions such as salary and the company's reputation. I would like a work which gives me a great opportunity to develop yet I'm not fully confident, as it seems so fresh for me. I'm keen to begin my career indeed. Hopefully going through all the difficulties and then towards success.
CNY is coming~ After all, I will welcome new page of my life, gratefully =)
Wednesday, January 27, 2010
期待。。出发
现在的我，正步入人生中的另一个阶段。下一步应该怎么走，正是我现在所烦恼的。
等待着去面试的期间，压力很大。虽然说我只是想去尝试，累积经验，可是总过不了自己那一关。
就算只是尝试，我都不希望输给自己。我希望，我的表现足以让自己骄傲。其实一直很想证实自己的能力，所以这种等待，真的很煎熬。呵呵。。。
现在的我，在前往KL的巴士上。回想起来，我已经历了一个又一个人生的阶段。每一次，心中都充满期待和彷徨。
从幼儿园升小学。。。到大学，在每一个的转换阶段，由一开始的犹豫不安，到最后我发觉其实及时这些过程丰富了我的人生。
现在的我，充满期待，等待出发。。。
“分享一句话，要有尝试失败的勇气，重要的不是知道你失败了，而是去明白为什么会失败。”
等待着去面试的期间，压力很大。虽然说我只是想去尝试，累积经验，可是总过不了自己那一关。
就算只是尝试，我都不希望输给自己。我希望，我的表现足以让自己骄傲。其实一直很想证实自己的能力，所以这种等待，真的很煎熬。呵呵。。。
现在的我，在前往KL的巴士上。回想起来，我已经历了一个又一个人生的阶段。每一次，心中都充满期待和彷徨。
从幼儿园升小学。。。到大学，在每一个的转换阶段，由一开始的犹豫不安，到最后我发觉其实及时这些过程丰富了我的人生。
现在的我，充满期待，等待出发。。。
“分享一句话，要有尝试失败的勇气，重要的不是知道你失败了，而是去明白为什么会失败。”
Sunday, January 24, 2010
知足♥珍惜
今天收到个坏消息，他最亲爱的老师去世了。。。
虽然对这个老师并不认识，但是知道她是个很好的老师，深受学生爱戴。一个很好的老师，却受尽癌症的折磨离开了这世界。我们都说，“好人有好报”，却敌不过“人生无常”这四个字。
我也曾经想过，害怕过。如果有一天我发觉自己患了什么绝症，我会以怎样的心情面对。心里浮现的恐惧感证明其实自己根本没那么坚强。其实我只希望可以和身边的每一个我珍惜的人一起好好的，开开心心的过生活。
每当生病，身体不舒服时，才发觉不生病，可以正常活动其实是多么美好的事；只是健康的时候，我们很少去发觉那是件幸福的事。
幸福的事，是你我都健康，简单，开心；还要知足，珍惜 ♥
陈鸿珠老师，安息。。。
虽然对这个老师并不认识，但是知道她是个很好的老师，深受学生爱戴。一个很好的老师，却受尽癌症的折磨离开了这世界。我们都说，“好人有好报”，却敌不过“人生无常”这四个字。
我也曾经想过，害怕过。如果有一天我发觉自己患了什么绝症，我会以怎样的心情面对。心里浮现的恐惧感证明其实自己根本没那么坚强。其实我只希望可以和身边的每一个我珍惜的人一起好好的，开开心心的过生活。
每当生病，身体不舒服时，才发觉不生病，可以正常活动其实是多么美好的事；只是健康的时候，我们很少去发觉那是件幸福的事。
幸福的事，是你我都健康，简单，开心；还要知足，珍惜 ♥
陈鸿珠老师，安息。。。
Tuesday, January 19, 2010
幸福
回到家了。最近的生活，参杂着愉快和一点点的压力。
对于幸福的定义，我想我有点意识。因现在的我，感觉到幸福。或许有时候，会有稍稍的疑惑，或者不踏实。可是，排除那只差一点点的不满足，其实我现在更应该享受这份感觉。
有些人，明明是幸福的，然而却一次又一次的亲手把它毁掉，然后又重复的缅怀过去。过去的人和事就算有多美好，也都过去了，那为什么总学不会去珍惜现在呢？
理智的自己，总是了解，美好的事情也会改变。朋友的意见我都了解，这是另一个起点，我们都看不清楚未来是什么样子的。可是至少我懂得现在的我可以做什么，我可以付出和拥有，那就够了。
对于幸福的定义，我想我有点意识。因现在的我，感觉到幸福。或许有时候，会有稍稍的疑惑，或者不踏实。可是，排除那只差一点点的不满足，其实我现在更应该享受这份感觉。
有些人，明明是幸福的，然而却一次又一次的亲手把它毁掉，然后又重复的缅怀过去。过去的人和事就算有多美好，也都过去了，那为什么总学不会去珍惜现在呢？
理智的自己，总是了解，美好的事情也会改变。朋友的意见我都了解，这是另一个起点，我们都看不清楚未来是什么样子的。可是至少我懂得现在的我可以做什么，我可以付出和拥有，那就够了。
Friday, January 1, 2010
回来啦！
回到属于我的地方了。。Wellington-Singapore-Malaysia，我们越过了重重障碍成功抵达。新加坡-新山-拉美士（他的家乡）。。。昨天来到这个地方，类似外婆家，一个小镇，比起新山，它给我比较熟悉的感觉。
男朋友和他妹妹早就跟我介绍这里的各种美食，所以第一站我们就去吃“鸡粥”和“六味汤”，（。。。 现在才想到忘了拍照）。接着在车上兜了一兜我们兴起的回去换了摩托，前往他们家的水果园参观。好久好久没骑摩托了， 乘着车，吹着风，感觉很轻松，很舒服~~ 这算是我第一次去这种园吧！要穿过一小段橡胶园，凹凸不平的泥路才到达的，有点刺激。一到就看见男朋友的舅舅在树上採"langsat"，在那里我第一次见到"langsat"树，可可树，还有百香果和龙珠果。。。 只是他们说，园里的蚊子只对陌生人攻击，我和男朋友都逃不过，被盯得很够力，尤其是我。。。 舅舅还开了榴莲让我们在那里吃，然后再採了一些那里最甜的"langsat"给我们带回家。然后骑着摩托回家。
原本计划晚上喝茶可以吃到我最想念的"roti canai"，怎么知道吃完晚餐回家看戏时，我抵挡不了睡意，就这样昏昏欲睡了。。。十二点，2010年到来，朋友们祝贺时，我竟然是在睡梦中。。。=p
在这里，既熟悉又新鲜的体验，让我想起外婆家，我长大的地方，我很快就回来啦！
男朋友和他妹妹早就跟我介绍这里的各种美食，所以第一站我们就去吃“鸡粥”和“六味汤”，（。。。 现在才想到忘了拍照）。接着在车上兜了一兜我们兴起的回去换了摩托，前往他们家的水果园参观。好久好久没骑摩托了， 乘着车，吹着风，感觉很轻松，很舒服~~ 这算是我第一次去这种园吧！要穿过一小段橡胶园，凹凸不平的泥路才到达的，有点刺激。一到就看见男朋友的舅舅在树上採"langsat"，在那里我第一次见到"langsat"树，可可树，还有百香果和龙珠果。。。 只是他们说，园里的蚊子只对陌生人攻击，我和男朋友都逃不过，被盯得很够力，尤其是我。。。 舅舅还开了榴莲让我们在那里吃，然后再採了一些那里最甜的"langsat"给我们带回家。然后骑着摩托回家。
原本计划晚上喝茶可以吃到我最想念的"roti canai"，怎么知道吃完晚餐回家看戏时，我抵挡不了睡意，就这样昏昏欲睡了。。。十二点，2010年到来，朋友们祝贺时，我竟然是在睡梦中。。。=p
在这里，既熟悉又新鲜的体验，让我想起外婆家，我长大的地方，我很快就回来啦！
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