Let GO ... Bad Night

Dreamssss surrounding my sleep last night, bad night. Plus huge traffic jam in the morning, I'm totally exhausted now.

It's my own problem indeed, I knew, I understood. It has been happening last year, perhaps ending now. Sensitive me is the main cause of my bad night.

Let it go, and it wouldn't affect u anyway then. Telling myself,don't get stuck with something meaningless..

Cherish

Juz got informed that Mango (my ex roomate + ji mui) is going to hospital as she will deliver her baby boy soon~

Feeling excited for her, knowing that she is so afraid of pain, anyway she has to go through, be tough! It's such an important stage of her life. Such a mix of feeling, I've never been through the process, so curious and glad to see her going through all these to be a "woman". Lol... I know she will be a great mom ♥

Lately, seeing touching stories of people,proposal, wedding, giving birth and there is still a long long way to go on together... How lucky for a pair of couple and a family to share their lives like this. But, there are sad stories tho.. How would people forget those precious time when things change over time, in fact people change.. I would have tried to cherish every story of mine, and yours-- my love ones. Hope you do, too.

Cherish~

I hope ♥

I hope I can....

I hope I can be a Professional in my future career~

I hope I can get an Accounting or Finance professional qualification in these 2 years~

I hope I can clear my study loan very soon~

I hope I can have my own car and dream house soon~

I hope to get a new phone~ iphone?

I hope to be slimmer and prettier =P

I hope to be happy everyday, with my love ones ♥

Upgrading....

LiFe

Everything has been going smooth since started working, colleagues and environment seem not bad.

Just... Feeling depressed after something happened this weekend, I got summon of parking beside the road outside the condo I stay. Feeling unsecured to stay alone. I hate the feeling of being alone, frens are around but not "ready" to be aside you anytime. Everyone is busy, has their own businesses. KL isn't big, but to meet up someone just a few km from you isn't easy at all.

Booked flight ticket to go home this end of April, alone. Although we have promised that he would accompany me home whenever possible, I now totally understand the meaning of "reality". There were promises, but when we come to reality, there is no excuse. Blame no one.

Being emo as I feel the reality. Life starts going on as routine but how I wish we could make some days special, instead of loosing the passion in something you did care so much before...

I believe in, life isn't a process to follow, but to CrEaTe.. Do you?

New Life

Hooooh~

I'm now in my very brand new life in PJ, Selangor. Working as a Financial Analyst in IBM.

It's juz the first week of my working life. Nothing much to mention about my job, coz i haven't got anything to do. I end up sitting the whole day reading some common documents as the whole department is busy during this closing period.

If I was asked about my feeling of joining the company and my team, I should say I'm lucky so far. It is the environment that I've been looking for, diversified and demanding work, bring good culture, while people are quite friendly. These make me happy and excited to get into my job role.

At the same time, it means a life that I really start by myself, apart from my beloved family. Feeling strange, seems like I'm gonna be apart with my family from now on. I'm a seriously homesick person indeed. Anyway, I will work towards my goal! And also, I will be home anytime when possible!

Miss ya~ My dear family.. and frens~

Have been attending interviewss...

It was a stressful and tiring process. It wasn't only preparation for the interview itself, but also finding the route, travelling around to the interview venue... Anyway, I believe every interview enhances my ability to handle those kind of situation. I learned not to be "too" nervous tho.

At the same time, I did ask myself which will be my first choice. It turns out with so much curiosity, again. What I could see now are just the physical conditions such as salary and the company's reputation. I would like a work which gives me a great opportunity to develop yet I'm not fully confident, as it seems so fresh for me. I'm keen to begin my career indeed. Hopefully going through all the difficulties and then towards success.

CNY is coming~ After all, I will welcome new page of my life, gratefully =)

期待。。出发

现在的我，正步入人生中的另一个阶段。下一步应该怎么走，正是我现在所烦恼的。

等待着去面试的期间，压力很大。虽然说我只是想去尝试，累积经验，可是总过不了自己那一关。

就算只是尝试，我都不希望输给自己。我希望，我的表现足以让自己骄傲。其实一直很想证实自己的能力，所以这种等待，真的很煎熬。呵呵。。。

现在的我，在前往KL的巴士上。回想起来，我已经历了一个又一个人生的阶段。每一次，心中都充满期待和彷徨。

从幼儿园升小学。。。到大学，在每一个的转换阶段，由一开始的犹豫不安，到最后我发觉其实及时这些过程丰富了我的人生。

现在的我，充满期待，等待出发。。。


“分享一句话，要有尝试失败的勇气，重要的不是知道你失败了，而是去明白为什么会失败。”