沉淀了一整天的我，清醒了。。。

女人，原来还是喜欢被追求的。因为喜欢时时刻刻被珍惜，被在意，每一个小动作，都被留意的感觉。对于恋爱，我会百分百付出，也期待百分百的爱。或许我太自大了，那一百分的在乎早在恋爱开始时一点一点的流逝。

女人，就算怎么提醒自己，总还是笨的去期待。期待自己的恋爱不会变质，所以努力的为它保鲜。可惜越努力，越觉得气馁。曾经他告诉我，有多么后悔，那是我放弃了之后。遗憾，可是我们都回不去了。后来，我告诉自己不可以沉默的任由感情流逝，我很努力的让你知道我的心情，就算是微不足道的事，因为我不想它蔓延。可是这样的我很累。。。

一直把我的世界缩小，所以找不到真正倾诉的地方。好久，我没这么坦白交待过我的心情，不想要为了一件事的完美而不完美。我其实更爱自己，我的世界不应该是这样。

Special no more

So happen that a little thing has spoiled my night.

Something I thought to be very important and special but it was just forgotten at all. I'm so upset to feel that my effort is not appreciated, on this so called "nothing special".

Wondering why am I always the one who pays extra care and eventually disappoint myself. Arghhhh........ Why shud I being so frustrated?

Go away this silly feeling! I won't give a shit anymore

Happy *1014*

It’s a special day today *1014*. Happy Birthday to my dear boy friend XD

This year isn’t that surprising but hoping he would love my arrangement.

Happy Birthday ♥ Happy Always